I've been silent in this room for two hours, I looked at the wall, the roof, and the edge of my room. I wonder why I feel less and less happy from time to time. Unconsciously my level of saturated seems to increase, and I dont know why. Perhaps, I've not get everything what I want. But many people in this world have not get what they want, and look, they still happy even their condition look like me.
I was still sitting in this small wooden chair. For a moment I stood up and walked toward the mirror, I see my full body from bottom to the top, I touch my head, face, body, and (...) then I speak in my heart 'Woow, you are so handsome dude... is a pity'. Yes, im handsome.

I sat back in the chair, looking at the left and right with blank gaze. While sipping a cup of coffee, I ask my self 'did I already know who I am?' I don't know who has provided this coffee here... I shout out loud, 'Who I am?' All eyes were on me... After I shout, I felt like Jackie Chan who became actor in 'Who I am?' movies. Yeees, Im a real actor right now! Its so difficult for me to say, whether I strong when I continue to survive here? Whether I will be a superman? I think no! Because Superman and Batman have been hostile.

I imagined myself be a professor who is very very clever who can formulate all the things. Whether they could resolve and conclude any problems in the real life? And the answer is NO! Ok, I will not longer imagine myself becoming a professor. Because I was afraid my head will be bald.
Second by seconds passed, minute by minutes also already passed, didn't feel that I had many hours sitting and brooding in this small wooden chair. And back I sipped a cup of this coffee, even I still dont know who has provide this coffee to me. I started feel scared... Who provides this coffee hah? Who? Shouted... And suddenly there came a woman wearing a black outfit towards me... I tremble fright... And then she start talking to me with softly voice,

'Sorry sir, are you ok? People feel disturbed with your shouting.' She asked..
'im ok...' I replied

It turns out that she is a waiter in this cafe... And it turns out I was in the cafe, SHIT!!